need a List?

I'm wondering

I may be experiencing some kinda MS thingy, and it is causing my short tempered reactions?

Except my trigger man is really a piece of work

I think I am having some of those weird SX that we talk about

a wet noodle is on my leg

I keep feeling something on the back of my neck

my eye twitching drives me crazy... stuff like that

SO chicken an de egg thing

DID MY RAGE cause this

or is THIS why I totally lost it and had that screaming fit?

I was trying to figure out what I want from MY MARIE

when I talk with her tomorrow

I am thinking I need a guide or tools to help with my conversations with HIM

Even tho I am having communication problems, I feel like they are not ALL my problems

except it is hard to be lucid when babbling and losing words

kwim

I tried to make a list, like all TYPE A folks do,
and sort it into catagory and such

I am so not HERE right now

BUT it is Better today than last week

The weekend I was wasted and non productive
but I did tell myself it is OKAY to not produce

kinda

dammit