Friday, August 27, 2010

My right foot

To add insult to injury,
I am having a planter wart taken off the bottom of my Right Foot
The driving foot

I had no idea that it was such a big deal

It is laser surgery
I needed pre approval from my insurance of course
That went thru no problemo

I am doing it the Friday of Labor Day weekend

Hubby was consulted and will be my driver 2 and Fro
I am to be immobile for the weekend
And will not be able to drive

I will have a BOOT instead of a shoe

BECAUSE I HAVE BALANCE ISSUES

lord have mercy

this reminds me of my fracture

and my Independence of help

missed a day of work because I found I could not use CRUTCHES

BUT I have a cane or 3 and a walker

I am great!

of course I have the kids etal coming over for Labor Day weekend bbq and Donovan's
birthday party...

ummm

will delegate

On the TUESDAY after I have the dentist again and HUBBY will be driving

On Wednesday I am off work... lol

Good Grief

Thursday, August 26, 2010

aloofed

Aloof

Detach

Remove

Emotions strained

Art misused abused defused

Replace emotions with EMO

:(

Defend R

Offend R

Rescind R

Apology derailed

Love isn’t never saying you’re sorry

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

no smiles today

I had the good fortune to get one of the precious 6am dentist appointments, which will be one of my last 3.

We are giving up the dental, as not affordable... really.

To my surprise my bridge tooth chipped last night, and wow, how convienent that I got that appointment yester morn for a cleaning.

The dammm thing came OUT during the cleaning... my toothe of many years duration...
that replaced the one I broke with my chocolate chip cookie with pecans...

The dammm thing has been glued back in place 3 times over the years, and now the dentist says 2 crowns a filling and we will be all set... they will make a bridge with the 2 crowns...

EXCUSE ME...

My perfectly good teeth with NO fillings, and now I will have a tiny filling and 2 crowns and the faux tooth attached...

And I only have to pay the $360 up front, which is 10%... and they guarantee it will be all done before OCT 1 when I do not have dental any more...

AND the first appointment available is the Tuesday after Labor day, which I was going to take as a vacation day... oy!

and I was so tired last night I was asleep in front of the TV at 6:15 pm and in bed by 6:30... DH was concerned...

I passed out, and it brought back memories of the days before my dx... all tired all the time...

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Blast

Retirement in the very near future and the making of the decision
has made life very lovely for the future retiree

Moving at the pace of oxen in a double yoke is tired making

Using my brain damage judgement to comment on his forgetting the bottom line was a bit scary .. Excuse the bad judgement but I had to remind him

He has 3 years to wait before Medicare, I will be nikkid for 5 years.

He hasn't inquired about how LONG he can buy the insurance from work

For some reason he doesn't KNOW if he can buy it past 62 yo...when he starts collecting SS...

Unlikely I will be able to purchase any kind of health insurance without the backlash of my MS DX... the cost? and how to prove that the resulting incidents which may put me in a hospital is not related to MS... ick and ick again

Damm and Blast

Monday, August 16, 2010

Wave length

Uncertain T

A bit on the weary side

A bunch on the wary side

Looking about for support

permission

Study the plan, revise the books, follow thru

Not follow the leader, but lead anyway

permission

Do it this way or that

MStakes cost

Allow MSunderstanding

permission

Dis Allow persecution

Allow pro action

Look for cognition

If a wave of euphoria falls dead on the sandy beach,
and there is no one around,
does it make a sound?

When a single thought makes a connection,
is there a spark?


my inner thought is rosy gold
time is just
so
understanding

Friday, August 13, 2010

just-tired

Changed Medication for Cheep r RX

The stuff makes me tired

In bed at 7

Head on the desk, dizz e

Little pain, like a 2

Headache like before

buzz e ears

Hope for resolution with time

But time is not on my side

Gritt e eyes, may b allerg e

may be RA

re-tired


The light at the end of the tunnel




Finding recourse and resource




Hoping to get a breath




Not remorse




Six months of time that can move hope closer




Time of agony and uncertain T




A date makes living easy R




Decision to make work short R




Decision to make life livable




If we can live 2 gether




One year until his end




5 years I must spend




Work or life?


Quote:


If we never did it before we won't do it now


bummer 2 b bummed all ways

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

I am not amused

Lucykitty has a problem

It is now my problem

As the owner of a pet, I understand that the chance of accidents happening on occasion.

I am not sure the term accidents would be correct

when she is heaving ... waking me up most nights with the hairball coughing... and if you have heard it you do not forget...

startled awake by this going on IN MY BED, do I grab her and take her to the nearest area that will not be stained?

trip over the brown dog who is wheezing like Darth Vader and is guarding me by laying right in my path?

or do I get one of the old throw rugs that have lost all the grippy substance on the back, and put that by the bed to protect my new carpet tiles? and dump her fat butt off my bed and clean it up later?

currently I hook my foot under her and toss her off the bed - and hope that I remember to watch out for land mines when I DO wake up...

she doesn't do the nice LIVER flavored hair ball treats... and I haven't found anything she will eat.. the DOGS love them..